Gandhi Jayanti..

Day before Yesterday was "Gandhi Jayanti", Birthday of Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi. I am one of the fan of him. I read his autobiography "Satya Na Prayogo(My Experiments of Truth)". I was lucky one to read original Gujarati version Written By him. Let me come Back to track..

So, I was seeing movie "Gandhi" on TV. I was wondering that why don't Indian Film Director could make such a good Film, Portraying Mahatma Gandhi. I could see how Mahatma Gandhiji has tied up Indians for Independence in one thread. To fight or To do Anything one needs to have Motive, without Aim or Motive a Big Arny can do nothing, and What exactly he has given to Indians is Motive, Struggle for Independence. 

I had strong discussion many times with friends, on contribution of our martyrs, Though we usually never care what we DID or DO. Everybody has very different opinion. I came to know that many times people don't even understand meaning of freedom. Of course, without knowing what is imposition, it is difficult to understand Freedom. Today's generation is quite strong, they have their views and they strive for standing on that. Generally speaking, not everybody can see and understand other persons view point with putting down ego weapons. Even people do not tribute to martyrs, but they keep criticizing because of their own problem, that's really sad.

But I do, and Thousands thanks to All Martyrs for giving us Freedom at a cost of their Life, their family and their everything...Because of them I am sitting here and speaking freely what I feel...:)

Value of Life:Couple Thousand bucks??

I was reading in "India Today" regarding yesterday Delhi blast. There was series of government counter action mentioned in the article. Immediately CM has announced package of 50k for injured and 5L for dead...  Emergency meeting is called and external affair minister said “they are waiting for investigation report"... Opposite party leader has lashed out government for public security...and blah blah..

And this saga continued every time...There are no actions taken to improve security even many times learning. It seems government is not at all worried about anyone lives or dies...it just acts after happening and folding/unfolding of issue continues...Life has gone so cheap...

Where am I heading?

Many time I think about this...some times in the office, some time when chatting with friends..and some time in he midnight when sleep goes away...what is meaning of life of human being? OR what is the aim of life ? of course second one is quite personal and unique for each individual. I am a software engineer. I earns good money. For complete day i work like firefighting force in the office. With time I will get marry, and will get children and so on...cycle will start repeating...Many times I remember my fathers sentence" if eating, drinking and enjoyment is the only aim of life then what is the difference between life of human being and animal?" What one is adding in this world OR simply in other life by living? I got so confused..what is the aim? only work for eat and eat to work is simply unacceptable.

Silly Bug:Forged My Thinking again!!

Since last few days i was involved in coding of some precision timer. As delivery dates crunch, i was putting much effort in to this and also expectation of quality was high!!..finally after much investment i could complete it up to my expectation and started testing....unluckily it has got crashed...i have started my usual process of debuging...but i could't trap the bug...than i have crossed that level and planned my debugging to go over all possible buggy situation...again failure!!!....after much effort on weekends I have traced the bug...and to my surprice it was not in the software...it was in the test framework..:(...I have missed/not taken it seriously  that in my plan...

Rock ON!!!

Aasman hai neela kyon?

paani geela geela kyon?

gol kyon hai zameen?

silk mein hai narmi kyon?

aag mein garmi kyon?

do aur do paanch kyun nahin?

ped ho gaye kam kyon?

teen hai ye mausam kyon?

chaand do kyon nahin?

duniya mein hai jung kyon?

behta laal rang kyon?

sarhadein hai kyon har kahin?

socha hai… ye tumne kya kabhi?

socha hai… ki hai ye kya sabhi?

socha hai… socha nahin toh socho abhi...

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- From Movie Rock On!!

Office has got boring.....

Full day was fire fighting, but without water. Most of the time in the meetings…necessary or unnecessary…Witnessed the stupidity and promised to be one. Then everybody was asking what about work and thought to slap somebody has passed quickly...oh! I have got bored of this and then thought that Shailesh, do something else this want let you go so easily. But again perplexity..No way…in the evening I was home around 9:00pm after devoting 10 bloody hrs in the office.

WHO MAY BE THE GOD?

I usually go to the temple for devotion when I find time or much accurately, willingness. I am kind of person, do not believe in particular sect of cult, but rather in God as he almighty. Many of us we have faith in our God and we have a picture of god in our mind as we have seen and understood first time in life. I was thinking if god is in between us, then how he might be looking?

Next thought came to my mind was he may be an ordinary man working some where, probably in business some what related to cleaning, wearing similar clothes as we do and may be educated in arts. He may have knowledge of music and he may be well in socialism.